You shall lie warm here, watching the long lake change its faces.

the introspection about andre ham has about why laf likes andre was different in v1, mostly because i really liked ham being reminded of this dinner. i actually want to put more stuff into why laf likes andre into the story but there just wasn't a bit. and i guess it's pretty obvious that laf cares about andre a lot even without all this other stuff.

( lafayandre cuts 1 )


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also there was a medium happy ending to this story before i decided to go with grief-rage drunk, but then i cut it, becuase i despise joy. also there i was a really sharp tone shift that didn't work. maybe there will be a happy ending at some point in the future. (just kidding, everyone has a bad ending.)

( lafayandre cuts two )