ironflint whamilton notes

[iniquiticity]

i think you’re on the money when you say nothing washington could ask him to do, he’d say no to, assuming he was the submissive in the event, although i’m not sure. (even though he thinks being pissed on his disgusting and he thinks daddy kink is fucked becuase he last thing he needs is his fucking dad in his bedroom, like, really? ugh. that asshole.) i’m sure there are other kinks he doesn’t like to.

however, i don’t think of washington as like an excessively kinky character on his own, or with anyone else, and more importantly HE doesn’t think of himself as a “kinky person.” i don’t think he would ever really want to do something that would be something alex would turn down. like, i think alex would probably freak if they were doing some kind of sensory deprivation thing further than being blindfolded - alex wouldn’t like to be suspended and blindfolded, or in one of those latex kink suits -- but washington would never think of that as something he would ask alex to do. washington thinks as serious kink as somethings damaged people do. if there was some alternate universe where their relationship is openly public and someone was like “you should put him in a latex bondage suit” he would be like “That’s disgusting, and I’m not a freak.”

most of the kink of their relationship is service-toppy on washington’s behalf. (tells him to bite him, so he does. gives him a paddle, tells him to paddle him, etc.). so the (intentional) dynamic between the two of them is: washington controls the business half of the relationship, and in this circumstance washington has all kinds of weird and difficult and unusual and semi-impossible tasks for him (like the scene in the devil wears prada where meryl streep asks for the unpublished harry potter book), of which he always accomplishes even if it drives him half to death, and then alex dominates this pleasure half, which is sort of this bastardized control dynamic where they engage in all of this really unhealthy and damaging, sort of really impersonal sex where alex tells washington what to do.

tw: assault/sexual assult/rape behind the read more.

so in the latter part of their “relationship” where alex really gets washington going and begins to really like, understand exactly how to make him see red and forget his restraint and knows exactly how to get the worst parts of washington unleashed - and as a result he gets some pretty serious beats and some pretty serious fuckings, sometimes in the same evening. i think that it’s probably likely, though i can’t say for sure, that there have been times where alex is thinking in his head like “stop, i don’t want this, you’ve beaten me too hard, that really hurts” or basically is sort of at the end of his rope. if they had safewords, he would be using it safeword, although they are not in any way healthy enough to have a safeword. maybe he even actually SAYS stop.

the problem is, i don’t think washington would listen to alex if he said stop. i think that once you’ve gotten washington past his sensibility, you don’t get to choose when he’s sensible or when he starts listening to you again, do you know what i mean? you unleashed this inner monster upon yourself, and you have it until it runs it’s course. you can’t turn it off just because you only wanted a little of it. if alex got washington like, really mad and really going and then changed his mind, i don’t think he could redirect washington away from him. which is totally fucked.

if alex is saying like “hit me, hit me, you’re nothing, the company hates you, coward--” and washington is seeing red and not thinking straight, i really do not think he’s going to be considering reaffirming consent, or even acknowledging if alex told him to stop. you have put him on this path and he is going on it, and he cannot turn or stop. (he should stop. but he is a bad person.)

i might write more about that circumstance later .